oh despair...

Just as the "songs to kill yourself to" volumes, I had been itchin' to put the "great love songs" series on cd. Not only that, it had been about 4 years since I had made vol. III, (which at the time did not have a cover), but as time passed I had found new music and great songs and couldn't resist on adding a volume IV to this great series. It was during the summer of 2002 that I had selected, burned, changed my mind, selected again, burned again and then changed my mind all over again before I got the mix right just this month, (something about october, I don't know what it is)...

Between trying to keep the original music selection and also deleting a few titles because of "space", (90 min. cassettes burned onto an 80 min. capacity cd), a few selections were removed. Only artwork for volumes I & II were originally done, and although I wasn't completely happy with them then, I figured at the point that I had all volumes together I would redo all of it, that's actually what happened during this past month.

This section update now features covers for all cds in their actual layout plus the text description I had placed in the original section of this site. Enjoy.




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 great love songs - vol. I

Very similar to the "songs to kill yourself to..." volumes, "great love songs" was kind of the flip side. Sure, sure, you figure you're going to wind up hearing a bunch of Barry Manilow and Perry Como and crap. Well, not really. This 3 volume set contained hits by the Police, the Ramones, Fishbone, Sinead O'Connor, Peter Gabriel, Sugarcubes, Madonna, the Cure, Violent Femmes, Tom Waits, They Might Be Giants and a whole load of others. Volumes I & II were actually divided with "ironic" side and "mushy" side for side a & side b. These covers were never completed to finish. Only volumes I & II actually ever got worked on and only about halfway. Volume I's cover came from an original pastel drawing as everything else has. (don't forget what I said about recycling drawings). You can just feel the emptiness of that broken heart laying on the sidewalk. On the cassette insert you can notice how unfinished this volume was. I guess I was still looking for some piece of artwork or photograph theme to throw in to the insert. Once I decided to throw them all on cds, I figured I was going to be consistent with how all of them were done, and... that made it easy to do backs for them.
         
 greater love songs - vol. II

Now let me explain the cover on volume II for you. When I was in school, independent study, my teacher gave me for an assignment the theme of "sex". This was one of the drawings that I did for that class, yes... in pastels. I guess I decided to use it for the cover to volume II because I thought of it as ironic for the title "greater love songs". Also because it seems that you always have that battle between love & lust and try to find the balance between them.

For whatever reason that I chose to use this drawing for a cover, well, I figured I needed an insert with a background that would be equally as appropriate. So, I found a picture on one of "those" sites that I thought would add to the punch. A kind of "seedy" feel for what seemed to be kind of a kinky cover, (that cover is only visible in the original cassette layout which was never printed before. NONE of the "great love songs" volumes were printed until now).

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 definitely the greatest love songs you'll ever hear - vol. III

The cover for volume III I knew what it was going to be all along. It had turned out that either through interest or time or other projects, I just sort of digressed and never completed it. As for the selection of music on it, at that point it was a pretty smooth selection I think, including tracks like "punk rock girl", and music by sting, new order, peter gabriel and even a cover song by sonic youth. I thought it was all pretty sweet.

I think at the point that I made this mix, there was a lot I felt I had cut out, left out, forgotten about and just left aside. I think I had intended to make this a 3 volume set like "songs to kill yourself to", but I knew I'd run into some great music along the way that I'd want an excuse to do one of these again, and then I did.
         
 without a doubt, THE greatest love songs ever. - vol. IV

I had been waiting to put this volume IV together for a LONG time, perhaps a good 2 years about, and along the way had listened to a lot of great stuff I wanted to include on it. Finally this past summer/early fall it all came together. I'm glad I waited because there were many last minute decisions I had switched back and forth on, even from my initial cd burn back 6 months ago.

As for the art, that's another story. I had been looking for this "image" I've had in my head for the longest time. It involved open heart surgery. I had been looking for particularly a photograph through some medical journal or the internet, of a physician holding up a heart, like in "praise", but I never seemed to find exactly what I wanted.

Then came the reason of how any drawing I've used for covers or recycled into other projects were mostly original pastel drawings, and despite that I already had a decent loose "sketch" of what I wanted, I felt compelled to use it as an excuse to open up my pastel box for the first time in 9 years. I was much happier with this drawing though, despite it was done digitally. Perhaps the MOST powerful drawing I've done in a good while I'd say, I'm quite happy with it.

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  I know that there are TONS of songs out there that would of been great, for volume IV, and there'll always be more songs just as good if not better. I would of course like to call this the end to the "great love songs" series, though and just give it a pleasant farewell...

 
         


     
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